Tuesday, December 27, 2011

Hello (● ̄(エ) ̄●)

How was your Christmas Day? :) If you don't celebrate Christmas, how's your holiday? I dunno somehow this year was pretty terrible and awful, it's not one of the worst year but hey it's somewhat live-able. All this stress from college applications and then the scholarships =.=|| I seriously don't want to do the scholarships even though tons of ppl have been telling me I should, but mann, I seriously hate writing essays
(*≧m≦*) still it's free money ( ;Д;) wahh..there's goes free money.

Another reason why this year suck is cuz of all of those AP classes I have this year @.@||, mann I can feel myself getting drain from all the work I have to do this year. Not only I have to maintain my grades so I can get in a good uni ~ Did I tell I was in top 10 of class? fufufu, though I am rank 10 TT.TT cries* I hope I can keep it. I guess all those years of maintaining my grades and staying up late many many long night does pay off, hmm but it is worth that my body is tired and sore and weak? ehh..my mom said it's not worth it, it had done alot of damage to my health. Well, it's almost over I got couple more months and I'll be done~

This past summer, someone I admired had past away (´;д;`) For awhile, I was in shock about how this could have happen; but I realized thorough my tears.. I got to move on with my life, he won't be coming back. At least in the end, I have his music --I will forever cherish his songs. To tell the truth, the person I admired Isshi-san once said that "Death is the beginning of eternity.." so he is probably doing well in the afterlife--I am just sad that I never got to meet him, the person with such amazing voice that definitely touch my heart. Also this year, my dad lost his job :/ oyee even more pressure on to me to do well and get into a good uni. I think I might have to get a part time job soon. I hate growing up, so painful.. but sometime we just got to eh? hmm

On the bright news, kind of things I made a new blog --> http://ruriyuki.wordpress.com/ I find that wordpress is way easier~ So if you would please follow me ^^ I will follow back :) I think I might make Wordpress my main blog instead but occasionally I will update on this blog. Catchya later. ^.^
--R.