Lovely Poem I Found...

Hello

I am Afraid

You say that you love rain,
but you open your umbrella when it rains…
You say that you love the sun,
but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines…
You say that you love the wind,
But you close your windows when wind blows…
This is why I am afraid;
You say that you love me too…

–Anonymous

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What a cute poem (at least to me it does ^^), it touches me right to my core. It relates to my personal life of my understanding towards love. To be honest, in the subject of love, it is so abstract and frivolous however it can be straightforward in the way how someone may feel. Although I don’t have any experience in love, I can also see that love is so complex and can make a person all mixed up like a tornado. With love there is so many other feelings too e.g. jealousy. I think out of all my good friend group the only person who is actually dating is my friend Hoang. He and his girlfriend Kim are so cute couple err well Kim’s cute, not sure about H. Lmao but seriously they have been dating since sophomore year and now we’re seniors; it’s pretty amazing *0*.

I want a relationship like that <3 hopefully in the future~ Two my best friends said I would be the first in our group to have a boyfriend. (；￣Д￣） YEAH right! I mean really? I think both of my friends are real pretty~ (☆^O^☆) compared to me~ Not to mention there are alot of people who meets me for the first time think I am a little kid [○･｀Д´･○] So annoying I am gonna be 18 soon. Not to mention I ask several of my classmates/friends ‘if you didn’t know i (aka me (ange)) was a high school student what kind of student do you think I would be in?’ They all said ‘Elementary student’ .・゜゜・（／。＼）・゜゜・．I mean reallyy?!? fufufu I am so saddd…I am just a kid to them except for the fact I am older than more than half of them >3> I guess I know the type of guys who would be interested in me are pedos. lmao just kidding ;p And weirdos, somehow I always managed to attract a weirdo each year ⊙▂⊙ thank goodness they lose interest cuz of my awesome skillz of rejecting them. But this year I think it is harder since I nearly have the same schedule as him. To be honest I thought this dude like my best friend but somehow it’s directed to me instead? Sighh..it must be karma I was laughing and smirking at my friend when the dude was trying to her attention…I mean seriously out of all the female pop of my school he likes an eccentric person like myself. Something is wrong with him…and the past guys who liked me too. To be honest, he almost got me–luckily he’s a not a man to words. He once said something along the lines like wanting to be my hero and saving me in this card game (i was seriously losing =.=||, never play with 13 with super smart asian dudes)–buncha BS to me >.> He saved himself in the card game thus I lost. Mmm, more about him later. I realizes that I can get really uncomfortable around guys…so much for a relationship…more on that later too.

boing boiing boiiing Night ~

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