OP#3 Back to School/ Office Aide

Hello (^ _ ^)/

How are you? School has been very tiresome for me, probably cuz I am used to sleeping until 10 ish when I am not learning to drive. Not to mention, on tuesday, the first day back to school, my english teacher made my class write a time essay. （▼へ▼メ）Are you kidding me?!? What the heck…yeah and additionally if it wasn’t bad enough today we had a 90+ multiple choice, but it doesn’t count for points. (*￣m￣) Waste of my life…But at least the topic I do get, we are supposed to write about this play called “Death of A Salesman” and explain why this should be called a tragedy. It was really interesting (｡･ω･｡) though muy triste （；へ：）In the depth of it, it’s true that even common simple man is fallible to the points of tragedy, not just the great men.

For this semester, I would be an Office Aide though I am starting to regret that I should have ask my art teacher if he want me as his aide. Humm, well it’s okay though, the office people are decent, so are my fellow office aides. Though today was really sad. (´∩｀。) One of the office aide girl, Brenda (junior) found out today in first period (after teaching us novices how to get ices for the health office) her sister was ran over by a car on her way to high school. Her sister ended up in the E.R, and Brenda was really shaken up by it and she couldn’t focus on her filing so I help her do it.

Honestly, I don’t know what to say to her. I mean what could you possibly say to a person after her sister got ran over. I felt like a horrible person because of the lacking of words that I wish that I could have comfort her but I don’t know how to.. I just wish that I could have made it better but I guess it’s better than me saying something meaningless and superficial? mmhh…have you ever felt a lacking of what to say? just a loss of words? Then again, I have been a loner for 4 years–terrrible at conversations/comforting people. If you were in my position what would you do?

Word of the Day: Oenophile (EE-nuh-fyl)

Meaning: (Noun) A person who enjoys wine, especially a connoisseur. From Greek “oinos” = wine and “phile” = love.

This reminds me of this television show called “The New Adventures of Old Christine” where the main character Christine goes through her life after a failed marriage and raising her son with comical antics/jokes/puns–her idiotic persona/demeanor really cracks me up. Not to mention how close-minded she really is, she also tries hard to pursue in love but it has failed multiple times, which made me realized it’s no wonder that she is an oenophile

chibi panda ~

Song of the Day: LM.C — OH MY JULIET

awesome song ~ that I have been listening to since 9th grade (^(I)^)

more panda <3

so adorable~

Lovely Poem I Found...

Hello

I am Afraid

You say that you love rain,
but you open your umbrella when it rains…
You say that you love the sun,
but you find a shadow spot when the sun shines…
You say that you love the wind,
But you close your windows when wind blows…
This is why I am afraid;
You say that you love me too…

–Anonymous

~x~o~x~o~x~o~x~o~x~o~x~o~x~o~x~

What a cute poem (at least to me it does ^^), it touches me right to my core. It relates to my personal life of my understanding towards love. To be honest, in the subject of love, it is so abstract and frivolous however it can be straightforward in the way how someone may feel. Although I don’t have any experience in love, I can also see that love is so complex and can make a person all mixed up like a tornado. With love there is so many other feelings too e.g. jealousy. I think out of all my good friend group the only person who is actually dating is my friend Hoang. He and his girlfriend Kim are so cute couple err well Kim’s cute, not sure about H. Lmao but seriously they have been dating since sophomore year and now we’re seniors; it’s pretty amazing *0*.

I want a relationship like that <3 hopefully in the future~ Two my best friends said I would be the first in our group to have a boyfriend. (；￣Д￣） YEAH right! I mean really? I think both of my friends are real pretty~ (☆^O^☆) compared to me~ Not to mention there are alot of people who meets me for the first time think I am a little kid [○･｀Д´･○] So annoying I am gonna be 18 soon. Not to mention I ask several of my classmates/friends ‘if you didn’t know i (aka me (ange)) was a high school student what kind of student do you think I would be in?’ They all said ‘Elementary student’ .・゜゜・（／。＼）・゜゜・．I mean reallyy?!? fufufu I am so saddd…I am just a kid to them except for the fact I am older than more than half of them >3> I guess I know the type of guys who would be interested in me are pedos. lmao just kidding ;p And weirdos, somehow I always managed to attract a weirdo each year ⊙▂⊙ thank goodness they lose interest cuz of my awesome skillz of rejecting them. But this year I think it is harder since I nearly have the same schedule as him. To be honest I thought this dude like my best friend but somehow it’s directed to me instead? Sighh..it must be karma I was laughing and smirking at my friend when the dude was trying to her attention…I mean seriously out of all the female pop of my school he likes an eccentric person like myself. Something is wrong with him…and the past guys who liked me too. To be honest, he almost got me–luckily he’s a not a man to words. He once said something along the lines like wanting to be my hero and saving me in this card game (i was seriously losing =.=||, never play with 13 with super smart asian dudes)–buncha BS to me >.> He saved himself in the card game thus I lost. Mmm, more about him later. I realizes that I can get really uncomfortable around guys…so much for a relationship…more on that later too.

boing boiing boiiing Night ~

Thanks for Reading my boooring post^^ Have a Lolly

OP(old post)#2: Yule Log Cake/ Model Bridge

Another one of my old post, enjoy!

Aloha! (｡･ω･)ﾉﾞ

Have you ever heard of the Yule Log Cake? It is also know as Bûche de Noël（ ´∀｀）pronounced (BOOSH duh noh-EHL). It was created by a French pastry chef in late 18th century who came up with a great idea to replicate the yule log in the design of a cake. Yule log are used to carry out the tradition of celebrating Christmas and the winter solstice by burning the wooden log in the fireplace. It’s kind of similar to a roll cake, with it’s swirly shaped design.

My mom’s best friend, “auntie” bought a cake similar to the one below. I am so stupid, I was late to dinner and missed out on taking a picture on the cute yule log cake.（；￣д￣）Oh, well it’s okay I have some leftover of the cake ヽ(*⌒∇⌒*)ﾉ yay! The cake was certainly interesting, it was split into half: one part was chocolate and the other was green tea with sprinkles of azuki beans within the cream. Omg, I love both of them~ (´ ▽｀).。ｏ♡ For some reason, my family members and auntie said that the chocolate one taste really sweet? haha, am I the only who likes it? At first I couldn’t decide on which one to try first cuz I love drinking tea (●♡∀♡) ~ and I also love chocolate esp. dark chocolate ♡＾▽＾♡

The one my auntie bought was similar to this one~

Oho, so I ask my mom to give one to me randomly♪ So I got green tea XD Sorry for the crummy looking picture –I realized that my phone is terrrible at taking pictures (>人<)

It was actually pretty sweet of my auntie to buy this delicious yule log cake♬ Considering the fact that my dad is without a job, it made Christmas a bit cheerier Hopefully my dad’s body can take speed recovery and get back to work ^^ If he doesn’t, then I might have to get a part-time job to help out the family. It would be a new experience though it might not be fun of course since it is work. ┐(‘～`；)┌

here’s is one side of my bridge, another to go!

My workspace is messy as you can see.

Work in Progress (´(エ)｀ )

This bridge is for MESA if you don’t know what MESA is, it stands for Mathematics Engineering Science Achievement it’s a program that help disadvantage students learn more bout math and science in a fun way~ (^(I)^) Also it helps students who want to become engineer, mathematician, or scientist; just so you know it’s not something I want to do in the future. fufufu（⌒▽⌒）, I am just doing this for fun~

I once had a dream about becoming an architect–dreaming bout designing Gothic Architecture ｡◕‿◕｡

Now that I think about thoroughly, I am not sure if this is my passion 【・ヘ・?】I think all these drafting and blueprints of the design would drive me insane! My mom said if i made a building of some sort, I would probably be risking peoples’ lives. (；¬д¬) What the heck?!? Sighh..hard to find some one who has faith in me and actually do believes in me, no matter what happen. If the people you trust can’t, who can you?

Anywho, have you heard of The Calling? If you haven’t check this song out It’s called ‘Wherever You Will Go‘. This is old song but one of my old favorite~

So cutee <3

Gotta Sleep, Byee (。-ω-)ﾉ