OP#3 Back to School/ Office Aide

Hello (^ _ ^)/

How are you? School has been very tiresome for me, probably cuz I am used to sleeping until 10 ish when I am not learning to drive. Not to mention, on tuesday, the first day back to school, my english teacher made my class write a time essay. （▼へ▼メ）Are you kidding me?!? What the heck…yeah and additionally if it wasn’t bad enough today we had a 90+ multiple choice, but it doesn’t count for points. (*￣m￣) Waste of my life…But at least the topic I do get, we are supposed to write about this play called “Death of A Salesman” and explain why this should be called a tragedy. It was really interesting (｡･ω･｡) though muy triste （；へ：）In the depth of it, it’s true that even common simple man is fallible to the points of tragedy, not just the great men.

For this semester, I would be an Office Aide though I am starting to regret that I should have ask my art teacher if he want me as his aide. Humm, well it’s okay though, the office people are decent, so are my fellow office aides. Though today was really sad. (´∩｀。) One of the office aide girl, Brenda (junior) found out today in first period (after teaching us novices how to get ices for the health office) her sister was ran over by a car on her way to high school. Her sister ended up in the E.R, and Brenda was really shaken up by it and she couldn’t focus on her filing so I help her do it.

Honestly, I don’t know what to say to her. I mean what could you possibly say to a person after her sister got ran over. I felt like a horrible person because of the lacking of words that I wish that I could have comfort her but I don’t know how to.. I just wish that I could have made it better but I guess it’s better than me saying something meaningless and superficial? mmhh…have you ever felt a lacking of what to say? just a loss of words? Then again, I have been a loner for 4 years–terrrible at conversations/comforting people. If you were in my position what would you do?

Word of the Day: Oenophile (EE-nuh-fyl)

Meaning: (Noun) A person who enjoys wine, especially a connoisseur. From Greek “oinos” = wine and “phile” = love.

This reminds me of this television show called “The New Adventures of Old Christine” where the main character Christine goes through her life after a failed marriage and raising her son with comical antics/jokes/puns–her idiotic persona/demeanor really cracks me up. Not to mention how close-minded she really is, she also tries hard to pursue in love but it has failed multiple times, which made me realized it’s no wonder that she is an oenophile

chibi panda ~

Song of the Day: LM.C — OH MY JULIET

awesome song ~ that I have been listening to since 9th grade (^(I)^)

more panda <3

so adorable~

Frustration, Life?

11/7/11 Hello (*´；ェ；`*)
Sighh..today was just terrible (>_<) . Lol this is such an understatement （。＞。＜。）, I am so at lost in life and its meaning, not only that but also to my surroundings (◎_◎;) . Today, in cooking class, I got into an argument with this one girl (/□＼*)・゜. I hate having arguments, they always leave me in a bad mood for the rest of the day..but I swear she was blaming me when it is not my problem, and when I tried to help her nicely, she got all miffy and jerky with me (>.>) super pissed me off. I seriously want to get out my cooking class (┳◇┳), it is so mundane and dreary without any of my good friends, perhaps, I should have taken AP Bio..ehh, nahhh I don't really want any more stress for my senior year, I mean I still got college applications to do （x_x；）, holy mackerel sighh...plus i gotta manage my status.
By status I mean, I am in the top 10 of my senior class lolz, it is not that high I am only 10, at the bottom of the rung if I do poorly, I get kick off (TT.TT)I can't let that happen, I mean I don't really have cool officers status from school clubs eg president of Key Club etc. This is pretty much what I got left beside some other clubs that I am somewhat active in...I should have been more active in my school activities. Ahhh, I just hope I get into a good University/College. Wish me luck~
AP Art was better than I expected （*´▽｀*） though at times I get lonely ((´д｀)). Me and friend N. --we sit in an island far away from our other friends, when sometimes my friend N. has to leave art class because she has a tennis game, superrr saddd and lonely (´Ａ｀。)..well there is this one dude that sits diagonal from our group table, I am terrible at making new friends cuz I am superrrah shyy. But now, I think it gotten better? We communicate at least once in a while lolz though I think he likes to talk to N. better cuz she is more approachable I guess? loolz Right now I am doing watercolour on European pears that my teacher brought in from his backyard. Hopefully it can turn out nice ^_^
(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡ I love winter, however, I just hate going to school on such a cooold day and also if it rains （ ＴДＴ） makes it a doubly horrid day. I would love to watch the coldness from a window, sipping my nice hot tea and just relaxing with a good book/manga or just drawing (●´∀｀●) hahah What bout you?
~Oh yah, i upgrade this blog, do you like? hmm, I was thinking of changing the template again, it's a bit too girly for me? hahah, i got another post, i was meaning to upload but never got the chance so yah, expect it soon--if i am not forgetful :D Catcha later, gotta sleep (。-ω-)zzz