My Birthday Hangout on Monday

Pretty image and quote from cherrybam :)

I feel like I should be following this quote and take its meaning to heart. ya know?

Ohh goshh, I hope I can make it work (@x@)ahhh..I need to clean up the whole house Geez. This is the first time I am inviting my friends over at my place (okay it's not the first time but the last time was in kindergartner but now I am a high school senior). That and I am turning 18 xD I should be happpy right? But somehow, I just feel like I losing a huge part of myself, now that I am growing older lolz this is funny cuz I usually tell my friends that I feel like an old lady but somehow I feel like a 12 year old.

I will be turning 18 xD Why did I say it again? Cuz I am weirdo xD I feel kinda old already >.< It’s gonna be fun on Monday cuz I am inviting some my good friends over to celebrate and hangout :) Get to hang out with my fav. people~ And tuesday of course ES Mi Cumpleanos :3 Wahoo ~ Hopefully this year, will be better than last year. I just wish I could see this one person for once, I haven’t seen him in the longest time. Even though everything between me and him is shattered and crappy, I still wanna see him so I can move on with my life. And No he’s not my boyfriend but he did used to be my hero and my favorite person in life, someone who make me happy. Hmm, the last time I saw him was at his sister’s wedding, I learnt couple weeks ago he didn’t live in LA but actually live in Rancho Cordova =3= all this time—bout couple hours drive where I live. Sighh…what does this mean? He coulda visited me anytime but the fact he doesn’t, it goes to show one should not care more for another person for the fact he/she could care less about you. Don’t open one’s heart too wide for anyone at all, best to keep it close and tight ly guarded to oneself or in the end the one hurt will be you. Just a lesson out of my life so far. Good advice? Non? Disagree?

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ohmahgawd x3 are you guys team Zombies or Unicorns? I am team Zombies all the way xD Zombies are so cool~ Doncha think?

Sorry I haven't been blogging lately, school is taking such a toll on me.

So sleepy and tired all the time.

But now is spring break whooo~ I blog more hopefully ;) cuz there are a lot of events happening this week i believe besides my birthday~

O what this? Alice and MAD Hatter and friends :) Tea partyyy! I would love to have a tea party just once in my life, how about you guys? I love drinking tea but there are so many flavors I have yet to buy * 0 *

Thanks for reading my blog, it makes me really happy that there is someone out there who takes their time to actually read it ~

Your Truly,

Ange

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Frustration, Life?

11/7/11 Hello (*´；ェ；`*)
Sighh..today was just terrible (>_<) . Lol this is such an understatement （。＞。＜。）, I am so at lost in life and its meaning, not only that but also to my surroundings (◎_◎;) . Today, in cooking class, I got into an argument with this one girl (/□＼*)・゜. I hate having arguments, they always leave me in a bad mood for the rest of the day..but I swear she was blaming me when it is not my problem, and when I tried to help her nicely, she got all miffy and jerky with me (>.>) super pissed me off. I seriously want to get out my cooking class (┳◇┳), it is so mundane and dreary without any of my good friends, perhaps, I should have taken AP Bio..ehh, nahhh I don't really want any more stress for my senior year, I mean I still got college applications to do （x_x；）, holy mackerel sighh...plus i gotta manage my status.
By status I mean, I am in the top 10 of my senior class lolz, it is not that high I am only 10, at the bottom of the rung if I do poorly, I get kick off (TT.TT)I can't let that happen, I mean I don't really have cool officers status from school clubs eg president of Key Club etc. This is pretty much what I got left beside some other clubs that I am somewhat active in...I should have been more active in my school activities. Ahhh, I just hope I get into a good University/College. Wish me luck~
AP Art was better than I expected （*´▽｀*） though at times I get lonely ((´д｀)). Me and friend N. --we sit in an island far away from our other friends, when sometimes my friend N. has to leave art class because she has a tennis game, superrr saddd and lonely (´Ａ｀。)..well there is this one dude that sits diagonal from our group table, I am terrible at making new friends cuz I am superrrah shyy. But now, I think it gotten better? We communicate at least once in a while lolz though I think he likes to talk to N. better cuz she is more approachable I guess? loolz Right now I am doing watercolour on European pears that my teacher brought in from his backyard. Hopefully it can turn out nice ^_^
(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡ I love winter, however, I just hate going to school on such a cooold day and also if it rains （ ＴДＴ） makes it a doubly horrid day. I would love to watch the coldness from a window, sipping my nice hot tea and just relaxing with a good book/manga or just drawing (●´∀｀●) hahah What bout you?
~Oh yah, i upgrade this blog, do you like? hmm, I was thinking of changing the template again, it's a bit too girly for me? hahah, i got another post, i was meaning to upload but never got the chance so yah, expect it soon--if i am not forgetful :D Catcha later, gotta sleep (。-ω-)zzz